LOST HOPE.
Does leaving this world gives you peace?

If yes, im ready too i guess.
Too stress...

Family, studies, relationship, friends and i feel im further with God

I just couldnt stand it anymore.

3 nights crying non stop.

Just gonna keep praying to be strong

and to keep the people around me healthy and strong.

Thats my only wish.

Bye

Tasks to be completed by 31st of Dec 2012

1.Get good grades for every single test, INCLUDES SPM.
2.Start saving $$$$$$

3.Get tanned

4.Be gleeful much
5.To get abs

6.Read more

7.Appreciate everyone around me

8.Spend more time with my family

9.Graduate high school

10.Be who i want to be
11.Be a stronger person, to accept rejections with open heart, to tell you that i actually like you since back then

Sometimes I wish we could like the person same gender as us.

At least they know how you think and won't hurt you that bad.

The urge to blog has returned.

wait.. its not the urge... its because since i've been on blogger

my as well make a move to blog.

hahaha. since it's been a very long time...

old memories still remain here..

anyway, life's been okay.

the last post was the starting life of form 4

and now its the ending life of form 4

here i come form 5. yeah

so well. time FLIES like literally fast.

in a blink of an eye, its been almost a year

been accepted in the class.

well i would say that i was lucky

to be in a class full of laughters and joys

thats all i ever wanted.

ALL FOR ONE, ONE FOR ALL :)

gonna miss you guys when we all go on our own roads of life.......

thats just what we call LIFE

1 more year for me to plan my future.

hope not to go for the wrong opt. during collage/uni

and ruined my future...

Did badly for my final term

Almost failed add maths..

and yes. it hurt me alot.

altho i look happy in the out but it bleeds inside me..

im just worried..

wayy to many things to worry about..

been thinking alot these few days..

broke down many many many times..

heart ached till it cant ache any much more..

tears dried up..

hopes never gonna happen..

and

gonna be more realistic and know how to differ whats IMPOSSIBLE and POSSIBLE

Youth camp 11' is coming!

WOOHOO!

apparently im anxiously waiting for it

being the committee is awesome!

its my first time experiencing it

well.. just gonna go with what He had planned for me

and hope that flight before that

not delayed and the kl jam would miracally gone for that day

hahaha.

PRAISE THE LORD!

Strangers thinks im QUIET

Friends thinks im outgoing

Bestfriends think im insane :)

Happy Chinese New Year guys! :)

DONG DONG CHIANG ALL THE WAY! HAHA

sorry for the slow updates. im utterly lazy :)

OH YES.. HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS! :)

Okay. its been so long since i blogged.

well literally.

im just too too lazy to get on to blogger.

OH GOSH! what had happened to my 'old' me.

the one who love to blog like everyday..

hmm. well i guess things have really really change ALOT

Its 2011.

Thing should be CHANGE anyway.

hmm. what should be there to worry,ken *SMACK MY SELF*

as long as i have awesome friends around me are alright right?

and i know u guys WILL be there for me.. a hand full of u all*

The school life has started as usual.

School.Books.Tuitions.Assembly.Stay backs.

4sc6...... there isnt streaming in my school*

i dont know how to make this sounds nice.. but.......

I HATE MY CLASS LIKE ALOT.....WHEN i first enter..

its been the third day now.. i guess i started liking it after all.

its not bad.. well.. my class mates arent same class but after thinking twice...

whats the point of going to schooll???

to study right...

its FORM 4 guys.. FORM 4..

SPM is next year... hmm..

i guess i got to be more hardworking already

Taking accounts...

Hah! i knew it'll be fine..

wanted pure science but..

after thinking like more than 10 times? *not being sarcasm

i guess accounts is the best..

FOR MY FUTURE!

Not anyones.. but mine.. so yeahh..

I skipped YouthQuake!!!
HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE RIGHT?

I CANT BELIEVE IT!

i mean like... i rarely skip church camps..

but this is youthquake!

it aint any church camp!

so yeah.. better not talk about it...

and oh yeah. lastly..

a crush only last about 4/5 months right?

what if its more than that?

isit counted as love?

i need answers for this...and that...

the only person i can count to is God :)

THE ONLY PERSON WHO I CAN TRUST FULLY :)

P.S you're beautiful as always. and i know you will always be :)

chao~